Phew

Been a busy few days,with trips to the Gps and hospital,for myself, for test,query early menopause, there I've said it outloud
The. Yesterday I had a day out at the local Lido with reuben,including some outdoor crocheting.this was all a distraction technique as I have a family member who is quite poorly at the moment,who lives away,so getting updates via text etc.
Next week we have a neuro appt for Reuben, that will hopefully see him put back on epilepsy meds,which will mean he will have a few weeks of them in his system before starting comp in september

Tenby

Had a fab day out in Tenby today with my mum,nana ,zac and reuben
Actually treated myself to a little anklet and a new top/dress
Also picked up some wool of course
Just had a what's app message from my sneaky brother,who has driven down from Leics  with my sis in law and new baby niece,who I didn't think I was going to get to see until August bank holiday weekend

Really should get dressed

I'm sitting here in my pjs,crocheting ,faffing on the iPad and listening to Kate Bush AeRial
I really should get dressed,but I'm enjoying the peace,hubby has just gone to work,and Zac and Reuben are still in bed,the street is so quite for once

Another early start

Was up at 6:30 which wouldn't that been so bad but I didn't got to bed until 2:30
Got loads of washing and drying done to day,stripped and remade three beds
Reuben delivered the blanket to a friend for her preemie baby
Reuben has been out all day at a friends and Zca has been in his room,so I've had the TV to myself,a rarity and also done a fair amount of crochet
Tonight I.'mOff for a girly catch up at Loras 's a spot of crochet and a catch up

Morning,early start here today

Well I was awake at 6 this morning and up at 6:30 which would have been early enough if it hadn't been that me and paul were up talking until 2:30 about sound and music,and watching music/sound recording documentaries.
Had a fab day yesterday with amount, had two amazing service thanks to Paul Blackham and Tom Martyn, then had after church music and food and then a bonfire on the beach,what a fab day spent with family and church family

Wow longtime no post

I thought it was time to resurrect my blog
So much has happened since I last posted but I will try a cut down version
I'm still a stay at home mum
Zac is about to go into year 9 in comp
Reuben is about to start comp in Septmeber
He is recovering well from the stroke, he now uses a leg splint to aid his walking
But the epilepsy he had as a toddler has resurfaced, no fits for 8 yrs and off meds for 6 and they suddenly reappear
So we have a neuro appt on 19th of August and will hopefully be put back on meds

Mixed bag sort of day

This morning started out fab, I had my Ladies bible study @ Mount which I always find encouraging whilst thought provoking,gently rebuking on times.
Then grabbed a quick sandwich before a meeting @ school with the educational psychologist to do with Reuben's assessment for statementing,which went fine,but after returning home I began to feel very down and tearful, I think sometimes these meetings where I have to go back over what has happened to Reuben and who's the stroke has affected him ,really get to me,I'm not sure if I have ever really dealt with " it" , I'm just so thankfully to God that he has given me a good close family and a very loving church family to help me through these times, and I know that God is there and all I need to do is pray to him for help and peace through his Holy Spirit and remember all that Jesus has done for me x